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Titanium 2012


I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

While listening to this song I realized how much it describes how I feel right now. 2012 has been a year that has really tested me, especially in these past few months.

In March I lost my grandfather, I am very close to both my paternal grandparents, and see them at least twice a week. My grandpa was always positive, always telling me everything would work out. I miss him everyday, and it is hard to think of going in to a new year without him.

And as you probably already know if you are reading this blog, I have been struggling with my health. When I entered 2012 all my problems were orthopedic, but the same does not hold true as I leave 2012. Accepting these acts have been really hard, and I probably could not have made it this far without my friends.

During a month or two I was really down, and just couldn't seem to bounce back, but thanks to my friends I have just in time for the new year. So no matter how many time "You shoot me down" "I won't fall" because "I am titanium"!

Looking at 2013 I am excited. On one hand I will probably have a lot more doctor's appointments and things. On the other hand though it will be my year. I am graduation from high school, turning 18, I might even get to live in another country!

Happy New Year!

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